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I just feel like crap today. Not physically although I am extremely tired. I was so determined to be chipper and make the day good, but it just isn't happening today. My mind keeps returning to my fixation. Him. Ugh. Why is he so cute? And funny and everything that I hate to love. This needs to stop. I must staunch the flow of feelings. Now. STOP THINKING ABOUT HIM. Blargh. I haven't said blargh in a long time. This is significant. I can't even talk to anyone.